Yay :)

I think i am a complete asshole. seriously.

I struggle to come to grasp with my emotions, mostly cos i may have a heart of complete ice.

Life is a mystery. I dont believe in destiny, but i dont have the guts to make my own future. Rejection is meant to be feared, especially if you have been through it once before.

I really dont know why i am posting this shit. I really think that i sound completely retarded. Nvm. Life sucks.

Especially my life.

Time to rant.

How can i control what i feel when you look more and more beautiful each time i look at you. How?

If you knew what I thought, what you wou think of me…

Waited so long.
For nothing.
Dint tell her.
She doesn’t know.

Taking a break from doing PI cos I cant find the link between my topic and my case study. I am seriously damn sian of thinking about PW. Damned draft.

On a side note, congrats to people from 3E1/4E1 who got into council:
Goh Shao Jie, Dennis Woo, Lai Wen Shen, Wong Yang Cheng, Oswald Yeo, Julian Lim.

And congrats to all in 10S7K who got into council:
Julian, Yeu Jia and Pei Shan.

PI: Insanity X Insanity , Amalgamation X Alternatives

I can wait forever, only if its for you.

It sucks on a monday.

Firstly, there is econs lessons. If you know me, this should be self-explainatory. If you don’t, then you seriously shouldn’t be here but what the heck.

My econs teacher makes me feel stupid and retarded. This would be good if he was actually smart. But he says retarded stuff that should never ever be heard by normal people. It makes me go insane. I spend my econs lesson thinking of how to kill myself. End of story.

All my other teachers are quite okay. And I am seriously very thankful for that.

I screwed up my Interact interview.

The teacher see my MSG 1.8 then start attempting to shoot me down in academics. It’s quite sian. I say my maths foundation a bit weak then they think i like some failure like that.

I love the last qn: If you were in exco, who would you rope in and why?

I feel like they asking me: Who do you want to REPLACE you?

Its damn demoralising.

But other than that, it was quite okay.

Hope for the best. Which would probably be epic fail. =(

Damned mondays

Taking a break from filling in the Interact EXCO form.

Insanity X Madness X Craziness

Life goes on…

The form is imba… I getting completely owned.

Damn.

Today was cross-country at macritche reservoir. Ran in competitive and got owned. My damned left ankle suddenly screwed up and then I cannot run properly. At least I win Zhenwei lah. But still feel damn sian. Should have done better.

There’s a bio test tmr. And I’m supposed to mug for it. I seriously dont feel like mugging now. Cant be bothered to do so.

I seriously feel like giving up studying. Its completely monotonous. I study for test and confirm still screw up. If mug then maybe will screw up less, but a screw up is still a screw up.

Reality bites.

Hopefully, I get motivated to mug later.