I think i am a complete asshole. seriously.
I struggle to come to grasp with my emotions, mostly cos i may have a heart of complete ice.
Life is a mystery. I dont believe in destiny, but i dont have the guts to make my own future. Rejection is meant to be feared, especially if you have been through it once before.
I really dont know why i am posting this shit. I really think that i sound completely retarded. Nvm. Life sucks.
Especially my life.
Time to rant.
How can i control what i feel when you look more and more beautiful each time i look at you. How?
